Journal Question #5

I do not know what happened to me in last tow month, I get nervous very quickly. I perceive that and try to control it. I thought it just small case take a while than i can get over it, but i was wrong because i still suffer from it. What make it hard to me that the last five weeks i was studying and write about this subject. Also, when i read i try to learn some techniques to help me get over this problem but i could not. Moreover, i become more nervous because you ask me now to write about it, when some thing happened to me i will sue you (just joke). I want to talk about the first time i get rally nervous in my life, that when i went to do my first interview to get the first job. Firstly, i went there with the self-confident because i know that this job for me. Receptionist came to me and he asked me to come with them. I went with him at the time that i walk i feel something happened to me such as, i could not feel my legs, i could not see, i feel cold, and my heart beat very quickly. The receptionist men felt about what happened to me that make him to stop. He told me what happened to is normal and that happened to him when he did his interview. He asked me if i want to set down until i go down. I told him i am good and i am ready to the interview. Secondly, when i arrived to the interview place i become more nervous. There was five people , they asked me some question. I was very nervous that i could not hold my feelings. when i finished my interview i was very anxious. I drove to my home unconscious that i do not know how i arrived. I get the job and i become the manager of my team, but i still get nervous. This nervous becoming more serious and effect my life. Finally, if you have any solution, please do not deprive me and tell me about it.